Sakin Fan fiction - [Naeui Sarang Good Bye] [ Part 2 ]

Naeui Sarang Good Bye [Part 2]

Author : Sakinatul M.

Genre : Korean fan fiction [ Sad, Romance]

Preview last part : ...I remember that he came to buy some chrysanthemum flowers. In my opinion he was cool and handsome. Maybe this is first love in first sight. But I don't know about his feeling.

       Next day, he came back to my store , he bought some chrysanthemums again. I don't know why he always buy chrysanthemum everyday. Maybe that all for his girlfriend maybe, [I think]. " Andwae Hye Jung, Geumanhae!" I talk to myself, try to advice myself. More he comes to my store, more I think and imagine about him. Every he come, he never a lot of speak to me. He just deliver some simple questions to me. And I always reply it, just with my smile and nod my head. He talk less  to me but , talk more with my uncle. This is better for me , that would better to me if he does not ask me to talk with him. I think, to see him pass by my store regularly, its enough for me to be happy.

            I know his habit step by step. He liked use tartan shirt, and rode his bike. He liked buy some chrysanthemum flowers with yellow colour. And he always smile to me.

That was my first time like someone. The taste like chocolate very sweet and beautiful.  Everyday I always wait for his coming. I didn't care his reason , why he bought chrysanthemum flower, for whom that flower, and so on.

            I like him but I didn't want to tell him about my feeling, because I realized someone like me forbidden to love the perfect boy like him. I'm just little angel without her wings. Very ugly and weak. For me he's star that very beautiful if be seen from long distance and more beautiful if we see it without touch even owned it.

           One day he came hurry up, I didn't know why, he held something in his hand. I thought that a paper. A poster maybe but more thick. He taken steps toward me. In that time my uncle wasn't in there. Just the two of us in that place. I didn't know what are happening. His face looks very serious , looks there was a something that he wants to do and tell. He who seldom and even never talked to me, suddenly he spoke a lot to me, very much. Many of words out from his mouth. But there's nothing of his words were heard to me, I didn't know what he said. I couldn't hear his voice well. In that time I just stayed sat glued and confused what should I do. I couldn't understand. I thought he speaks seriously to me, but what should I do. 

         There's a secret in my life that him or other person didn't know. Include him just my uncle who know that because he's my only family in Korea. That since I was child I couldn't hear well. Except that I also couldn't speak well. I was dumb and deaf girl. I was the girl with a lot of the weakness and misfortune. There are some disturbances with my sense of hearing and sense of seeing. So I couldn't hear and catch his sentences. I just put on my innocent and confused face. I saw he was very disappointed after speaking a lot to me, but I  didn't give no responses. I couldn't response him. I tried to catch the moving of his lips. Sometimes he looks embarrassed, then he changes disappointed after that. And more leaking after he looks disappointed because of my careless he disappeared. He went out from the store. He ran quickly. Once again I couldn't call him , I couldn't stop him. He further away and eventually disappear from my view. Where he go?? 

Next part..........(@_^)